I promised myself when I actively started working on my writer’s block (that’s what I’m using nablopomo for) that each night I would sit down and just write what popped into my head. That if it was long, and I do tend to be long winded, it would be long. If I didn’t have a lot to say that night, then I just didn’t.
I think I don’t. It has been a rather sucktastic weekend. I guess we all needed to decompress. J and I were snappish with each other and actually both got really angry at one point. The Bean was a cranketta. We all seem to be doing better tonight, but it took 2, TWO pajama days in a row. Usually we have one of those every few weeks, not two in a row, unless ill. And J was ill off and on with the same thing that took him down Thursday night. I’ve just been feeling sad and tired.
October is usually our favorite month because of Halloween and our anniversary. And my birthday is at the beginning of the month. But Ninny dying I think set much of the tone. We just never caught our stride. The party turned out well I think/guess (I fed about 50 or more people, I’m pretty proud of that) and The Bean got time with J’s mom. I made a couple of videos of the Bean but have to get my editing software working again, since they are too dark. So tonite I’m playing around with online editing software and just being *meh*.
Here’s hoping tomorrow is better.
Oh and it’s still dark but funny.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aADSW-RlxLM
My sister and I both had the initials MLH growing up. Neither of my parents had any of those intials growing up. I think we would have liked it more if we were farther apart in age (we were two years exactly) but it felt a little annoying sometimes.