It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves. ~ William Shakespeare

I’ve had an intense week of interviews and I have choices to make.

I kinda had a mini meltdown this weekend, where everything I’ve been considering, all the changes I’m looking at hit me.

And I was stunned? angry? worried? excited? relieved? I don’t know all five?

It takes quite a bit to get me really angry. I have a super long fuse. Of course there are things I don’t like—like rudeness, lying, back stabbing…you know those things we know better than to do . And I’ve been experiencing many forms of those things over the last few months. And I got full up. All the way to the top, overflowing.

And then I took a look at all the different reverb11s and resounds and etc etc.. and it was one more thing to be overwhelmed about. And I just couldn’t do it.

Too much. I didn’t want to talk about my vices and I did. I don’t want to talk about my virtues so I didn’t. I just needed to stop .

That’s why though this will be posted for the third it was written on the night of the 4th. I needed to unplug, turn off my phone, shut down. I needed to spend too much time with my kidlet watching anime and reading. I needed not to get out of my pjs.

I needed to take some time and just NOT.

So that is what I did.