Ah where do I start, first…how about Hello. Yes I fell off the planet again.
I do that
here’s why. I’ve forgotten how to say things without censoring every other word.
I can’t talk about politics because I’ll offend a friend.
I can’t vent about certain parts of my life because it’s impolitic.
Other things just sound paranoid, heh.
I’m tired, I’ve been very sad. Something has been taken away from me that meant the world to me, a thing that will never happen again. Soon I’ll be less oblique.
So here is what I dreamed last night
Water, dark and darkening
I wake up uncertain.
Did this happen?
wandering out into the hall.
Where are they?
What happened to everything? Why is everyone missing, things underwater
I am unclothed and
cannot find them.
Meanwhile
What do I do?
I’m lost, it’s dark and the water is dirty.
